Pm me I know of options depending on your location, age, and how far along you are. Don’t feel too bad. Sure its not a good thing but its smarter if it’s a bad time in your life to care for another person. Financially or Mentally and physically. I know of multiple online and discreet services. Its better to raise someone with great care and sound mind for both sides than to be financially incapable and bringing someone in with no means of care for raising a good human than to wing it.